Irony

Sometimes you just feel so tired ...and you ask yourself when will all this end? the trials, the tribulations, the test on life itself. You slog on from day to day, you struggle to overcome the personal problems.

You choose the right words to say ... and still you are misunderstood, you make decisions after giving your best deliberate thoughts ...and still you goof up. You wish the earth would swallow you up..but you find yourself standing on solid ground.

And you find yourself looking up to the sky and asking .. "What more? What next?"

Sometimes just when you think things couldnt get any more worse...bummer...they just find a way of getting more worse.

Yet at other times, just when you are about to give up, and surrender ....suddenly help and relief come in the way you least expect...

This is the time when you feel closer to HIM, that you feel HE is still watching, that you feel HE still cares...the test and trials are just by ways of making you stronger, making you a person of more substance.

At least, that is whatI choose to set my mind...to keep me going ....