Every so often I feel like I am falling into a dark abyss....the dismal feeling of helplessness, of despair so strong it grips itself around the heart until it just becomes too difficult to even draw in a breath....you struggle you gasp for life, to get out of the dark void....try desperately to hold on to something...but your frail fingers just only catch the thin cold air of...nothingness...
Until you decide, you are through with fighting...and you just let yourself drop slowly down the bottomless pit...surrendering yourself to fate...or whatever you may call it...to disappear into oblivion might be, or could be a blessing perhaps....it becomes okay to be invisible, to be a non-entity...mere nothingness....you just let go....you have had your share of struggling....and now you just want to let go...
Often...that is the time, when you find a hand reaching out to you...and pulling you back to the surface...and suddenly you know....you will be alright....you were not made to break....
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just musing over a downer moment
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